Good evening everyone. It's 1:20 AM here. And you know I'm waiting for someone. My special one of course. I've ever told you before about my bf. Look at the post underneath. Yap! He's overseas, but I love him so much. He taught me the meaning of life. Haha..maybe that's crazy coz we never meet at all. How come I have a feeling to him. Simply thing, love doesn't see the condition. We share many things. Sometimes I think, it's soooo impossible for us to have a relationship such as those undertaken by others but we've formed a love for a little over eight months. And I enjoy it a lot. We often through those difficult times in which we must fight, tears fallin', jealousy, and so on, but it's LOVE. Coz a real relationship has fights, trust, faith, tears, pain, argument, patience, secrets, jealousy, and of course LOVE. I don't care what anyone says but he literally has stolen my heart with the way he is. He break in me to be strong one, to be graceful, and support me to be better. I don't have any reason to break his rule but I couldn't lie that I always make him disappointed. Behind it all, he doesn't know how much he really mean to me and how great my dreams to be with him.
But of course, who knows Allah's plan. We never know what we'll through next minute even next second. I still wanna enjoy every moment in my life with my beloved one. But if God has a better plan, I could just let go and smile. Coz one thing I believe in, when we lost something that we love....Allah has prepared the better one. Subhanallah. Good night my darl NK. Mai tumse bahut payar karti hun :)
